If you haven’t read part 1, please go back and read it for continuity. As there is a lot of ground to be covered and that has been covered already. I thought of another “abusive” instance, though this one was my own fault. My real father use to shoot his dogs … Continue reading
Tag Archives: Depression
Darkness (Part 1)
For some time now, most of you have seen a series of actions from me that don’t really make a lot of sense. This entry is an explanation of what is happening. It’s taken some time to wrap my head around exactly what is happening, but after a breakdown yesterday and some … Continue reading
Overweight, but Dedicated to Dieting: Day 36
Morning weigh in currently not available….will add it later once I weigh myself. I think the hCG hormones are messing with me a little bit. I have been depressed and really doubting myself a lot lately. There is a lot of stress and uncertainty looming over me right now … Continue reading
Overweight, but Dedicated to Dieting: Days 22 & 23
Morning Weigh In: 344.2 (a gain of a couple of ounces) Day 22 Morning Weigh In: 336.7 Day 23 First off, we’re going to be consolidating the weekends into one post. It’s just easier for me….so deal. Second, Friday was a weird day for us which is why Saturday showed … Continue reading
Overweight, but Dedicated to Dieting: Day 5
Day 5 Morning Weigh In: 385.0 What the fuck was I thinking? I seriously feel great and horrible at the same time. Breakfast really is my hardest time of things. I get up, I take my drop and then am handed a glass of water and told “enjoy”. Fuck … Continue reading